Tired and Annoyed

I'm tired and annoyed for many reasons and sometimes I wish it was in my nature to be a total bitch.  My inability to have total disregard for others is costing me sleep and that's annoying as hell.  More tomorrow, I'm going to bed now.

Would You Believe?

Would you believe the reason I didn't post yesterday was because at least 100 pigs were blocking my street and I couldn't get to my computer?  Not to mention, I was in line at the DMV for half the day and on top of that detained by the police for questioning in a major crime the other half?  No?  Smart human.  The truth is I was busy working and I forgot.  I sent out more resumes, cleaned house, helped the kids at school and even managed to eat right the entire day.  Hmm... I did have a minor setback personally and was distracted by the mess for an hour or two.  Now that I've admitted that I guess I don't really have an excuse.  I could've posted then.  I'll get better.

Today, I continued the job search and researched what was needed to enroll my kids in school.  I have decided it's OK for me to be a little nervous.  My whole life is about to change and I really don't know how.  I am excited though and know for certain that I'm in good Hands.  Pray that I get a job soon so I can start knocking off some of the more costly stuff on my list.  Chat with you tomorrow.

Forgotten Password

It's been so long since I've posted, I actually forgot my password.  Really!?!  I think it's about time to call a spade a spade.  I may need to change my name to A Life Less Trifling!  In the past three weeks since I've posted, lots has happened.  First, Happy Belated Thanksgiving!  Second, darn Thanksgiving!  I have gained back all 8 lbs I lost so I'm back to square one.  My weigh day has changed from Thursday to Saturday and my projected goal day is now sometime in October next year.  Oh joy!

I have decided to look for a job in my hometown and move in with my mom for six to nine months.  More joy!  The good news is I'm becoming less and less afraid of everything.  I would've never thought about moving away three months ago but here I am.  I was really excited two weeks ago when I came up with the idea but then I realized that I would be staying with my mama.  Now, as mother's go, she's great.  But, she's still a mom and I'm grown.  I'm really not looking forward to her telling me her version of right everyday.  I did that already and then I went to college, graduated, started a family and... well to think of it. It hasn't ever really stopped but at least from here I don't have to answer the phone.  I figure you can do anything for six months.   Right?  It's not like it's jail time or anything like that.  Right?

Finally, I've gotten some insight on a couple of things.  Shame on me for not using the talents God has given me.  I talked to a friend today who is inundated with fear to leave his comfort zone which by the way is not all that comfortable.  In fact, it sucks.  However, it's what he knows and even though a better opportunity exists somewhere else, he refuses to take it.  He's afraid of the unknown.  Now,  I've gotten past the fear, and have known for some time that the sky is the limit for me.  Still, I'm no different from him really.  In some ways, I'm worse.  So, back on the wagon I get.  I will post here everyday from now on even if it's just to say hi or give the virtual finger to the man who took my parking space.  Jerk!  Until tomorrow...